الجمعة، 17 نوفمبر 2017

It’s either let me go or let me in

 Here iam standing staring blankly , watching the ones i love dying inside  and i can  do nothing about it , what a miserable life to see the ones you love suffering but all u can do is stare and watch what will happen !! I really can’t stand this feeling , it really sucks !! Or those who keeps pushing you away thinking it’s better this way , Let me help you , let me be there for you , please stop pushing me away , you’re truly killing me , i really wanna be there for you so bad , it’s killing me to see you this way , those nights i’ve cried cause i just can do nothing for you have you ever heard about them? You can’t realize how much it’s affecting me do you ? It’s killing to know that I can’t draw a smile on this beautiful face , then what should i do ? Should i just leave you to someone else who could make you feel better ? Make you smile ? Understand you ? Some who can really help you out ? It’s killing me to say that but if I can’t do this for you then i just better leave cause you deserve better cause i hate feeling useless , I don’t wanna be there for you only at your very best time , i want to be there for the darkest days of your life , those dark days when all you can see is nothing but darkness , i want to be this light of hope at the very end of this dark road i wanna be the hope that you’re looking for , the one who take you out of this , the one to light up the darkness in your life , i just wanna be there for you that’s all im asking for so please stop !!!! Drop off this knife you’re keep stabbing my heart with cause I can’t tolerate this anymore , it’s either let me go or let me in !